My Reckless Abandon Bella Kay

• 1 Blur 03:46
• 2 Promise? 03:12
• 3 Say it Say 02:42
• 4 karaoke 03:45
• 5 iloveitiloveitiloveit 03:03
• 6 STOP 02:56
• 7 swu 02:08
• 8 Sleep For Dinner 03:12
• 9 mindf*ck 03:20
• 10 tongue 02:39
• 11 marrow 03:12
• 12 A Father’s Lament 03:59
• 13 i deserve better. 03:17
• Total Runtime 41:11

Info for My Reckless Abandon

Bella Kay will release her first-ever full length project, "My Reckless Abandon". At just 20 years old, Bella has quickly established herself as an unmatched songwriter and one of the most emotionally resonant new voices in pop. The Texas-born singer-songwriter experienced a meteoric rise after her series of 3-Pack song releases and singles, but My Reckless Abandon lives as a complete 13-song journey to self-acceptance and introspection after a lot of messy and ‘reckless’ ups and downs. The album was executive produced by Idarose (Becky G, Suki Waterhouse, Joji) and was recorded between New York and Los Angeles throughout 2026.

Bella Kay’s ascent has been fueled by fearless honesty and an unshakable determination. Through songs that confront heartbreak, isolation, and resilience with unfiltered vulnerability, she blends a hauntingly timeless voice with hazy alternative pop production and deeply personal, bedroom-born songwriting. Her breakout moment came with “The Sick,” a viral ballad that has since surpassed 210 million streams and generated over 2.6 billion TikTok views. The momentum continued with her February 2026 project a couple minutes out, featuring the hit “iloveitiloveitiloveit,” which earned an American Music Awards nomination for “Song of the Summer,” landed her on the Billboard Hot 100, and has amassed over 445 million streams alongside 3.3 billion views across 1.3 million TikTok creates.

In an era where young artists are often expected to have everything figured out, Bella Kay's greatest strength may be her willingness to admit that she doesn't. My Reckless Abandon is not the sound of someone presenting a finished version of themselves; it is the sound of someone embracing uncertainty, confronting difficult truths, and choosing growth over self-destruction. In doing so, Bella has crafted a debut that is not only emotionally resonant, but one that suggests an artist with a rare sense of self-awareness and a promising future ahead.

Sonically, My Reckless Abandon pulls from a wide range of influences while remaining rooted in Kay’s singer-songwriter instincts. "I was listening to a lot of Rihanna,” she said. “I was listening to Lizzy McAlpine, Mary J. Blige. Kind of a different combo of people." (Bella Kay)

That eclecticism is evident throughout the album, which balances acoustic guitar-powered confessionals with alt-pop textures and R&B-inflected melodies. The result is a collection that feels broader in scope than the songs that first introduced Kay to millions of listeners online.

Bella Kay

Bella Kay
is quickly emerging as one of the most emotionally resonant new stars in pop. Born in Texas and based in Orlando, FL, Bella writes songs that dig deep into the complexities of heartbreak, identity, and survival, brought to life by her raw, timeless voice. With a sound that blends the grit of alternative pop with the intimacy of bedroom songwriting, Bella has quickly struck a chord with millions thanks to such tracks as “The Sick,” which proved a viral phenomenon earning over 100M views on TikTok with hundreds of thousands of fan-made videos since release. A biting, charismatic collection that captures a gifted young artist coming into her own in life, love, and sound, Bella’s debut EP, sick to my stomach, sees “The Sick” joined by such future fan favorites as the bold breakup anthem, “Call Me Baby. ” Bella marked the arrival of sick to my stomach with a number of shows-topping live dates, including a debut North American tour supporting Mon Rovîa that saw sold-out stops in New York, Toronto, Philadelphia and Washington, DC. “iloveitiloveitiloveit” – and more new music to come – now sees Bella Kay pushing her unfiltered song craft to the next level, unafraid to showcase her sharp wit, magnetic personality, and altogether unique pop vision.

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